HOUSE第四季的最后一集看到眼泪纠结。
其实第四季刚开始时，我是真的一点也不喜欢Amber。
但她和House却如此旗鼓相当。
难得的智慧和气势完全不输House的一个女性角色。
当Wilson为了迁就她而选择了她喜欢的东西。
她对Wilson说，“我要你自己决定，去选择你所喜欢的东西，不需要迁就我，
你，照顾好自己，而我也会照顾好自己。”
这话听起来耳熟，大抵个性独立的人通常都会如此认为。
只是，完全没想到在我慢慢喜欢上她之后，编剧会安排她在当季死去。
她总共也才出现在这一季啊。唉。
当Amber在Wilson怀里吃力的说着最后的话，慢慢闭上眼睛的时候，
Wilson的表情和说的话，机器停止的声音，眼泪完全失控。
美剧里的情节比起日剧的煽情来，才更让我伤心到骨髓里。
每次在季末结尾最后一集时，必定有如一个时代的结束。
像看欲望城市最后一季时，我也是哭得天翻地覆。
仔细想，看剧会哭的我真是幼稚的不得了的人。
本季节结尾的ED是Iron&wine的《Passing afternoon》。
以此歌纪念HOUSE第四季，期待九月的第五季。

There are times that walk from you like some passing afternoon
Summer warmed the open window of her honeymoon
And she chose a yard to burn but the ground remembers her
Wooden spoons, her children stir her Bougainvillea blooms

There are things that drift away like our endless, numbered days
Autumn blew the quilt right off the perfect bed she made
And she's chosen to believe in the hymns her mother sings
Sunday pulls its children from their piles of fallen leaves

There are sailing ships that pass all our bodies in the grass
Springtime calls her children until she lets them go at last
And she's chosen where to be, though she's lost her wedding ring
Somewhere near her misplaced jar of Bougainvillea seeds

There are things we can't recall, Blind as night that finds us all
Winter tucks her children in, her fragile china dolls
But my hands remember hers, rolling around the shaded ferns
Naked arms, her secrets still like songs I'd never learned

There are names across the sea, only now I do believe
Sometimes, with the window closed, she'll sit and think of me
But she'll mend his tattered clothes and they'll kiss as if they know
A baby sleeps in all our bones, so scared to be alone

最后一科考试结束以后马上就Vacances d'été了！！！！！！
我想我应该制订详细出游计划废一个月，剩下的一个月学习和语言交换。
仔细想，每次我订的计划总是无法全盘实现。估计是太自我放纵了。

被说教了，被说的哑口无言。
怎么觉得我自己那么次那么逊那么傻那么笨那么浅薄那么贫乏。
学不乖，教不会。太讨厌自己了。